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New music will be put today! Still taking suggestions! Make sure to send them in! It's time to give this blog a pop! I will be doing another challenge soon as well. I will be also doing stuff with friends. Such as letting them write on the blog, and answer questions together. If you would like to participate on stuff like that lemme know. I will get to you ASAP! Most likely I will be doing another post today. 

Cya all soon :D 

Forgivness and DAILY UPDATE!

I think one of the hardest things to ever say is: I am sorry.  And: I forgive you.

It's silly to think 'cause it's a word that is daily used, but when you say I am sorry are you saying it just so the person wont be mad at you and just for thing to go back to normal, OR are you saying it with meaning? Many times I had a fight with my friend and will say sorry just so we cant talk, even though I felt like I was right for whatever we were fighting for. Though if I hurt someone I absolutely love and need them to be with me, my sorry is very meaningful, it shows that I care for the person  and that I really do need them to forgive me. 

Sometimes a simple sorry dosn't work. But if you really are sorry for whatever it is. Actually think about it. What are you sorry for? and why. At one point the words will spill out releasing true emotion and meaning. 

UPDATE!

So I am making a total new playlist! Woooooooo! I am getting a lot of diffrent songs. Hopefully it will be up soon. I will be getting to some happier post to. Sorry they have been gloomy, I am just not doing so great emotion wise. So tell me something Happy and Fun you want to see! You know where to reach me email, google hangout, the comments, twitter, and the shout box. :D I will try to be my happiest for you all! Hahah. I am writing a story that I will soon release a chapter a week. Maybe every Wednesday. Tell me if you want to see that! I want to thank Zach to! He has been helping me so much on my blog. Something I appreciates so much!!!!!! And I want to than Harrison, Nadia, and Cheyenne. You have been helping me a lot to. I love you guys!!!!!!!!!! 

I hope you all have a blessed day!! Don't forget to smile.

I'm Back.

I am back, but today is going to be a serious post...It's just how i feel. 

Someone has recently asked me: If you could get some of your memories erased would you do it? 

I thought of it and the first thing I wanted to say was yes. All those memories that 'cause me pain, and doubt. They can be gone. I wouldn't have to deal with heart braking. But than I thought, Shouldn't every memory be cherished? They all lead to your next step in life. Even though there crappy they lead to something happy. Especially when you learn from your mistake. It just teaches you to be better. 

I will admit. I am imperfect. I stumble and fall, making mad choices I shouldn't. I lie sometimes. But...doesn't everyone. I think it just shows that I am human. When I think back to the choices I make like saying yes to my first boyfriend, or not cleaning my room. From the most biggest thing to the last. They will all affect me, and at the end it will be worth it. 

At the moment I am stuck in between a really hard decision. The whole time I have been looking for an answer I thought: If only I could forget this all. If it can just all disappear. Wouldn't that be easier. No hard choices. Though I know now. That forgetting it all would be even harder. For it all to be gone. I don't want that to happen. Cause every single memory makes me smile. It brings happiness. I know what I have to do is the right choice. And I know that I will never forget. 

Music!

So I pretty much like listening to music that explains my mood. I listen to a lot of music. The music on the blog are just a few that I enjoy, as I said on the last post I will be changing the music. Some of it will be staying some leaving. I do want your opinion on it. So what type of artist do you like? I listen to a lot of Panic!At the disco. , NF, instrumental, Bruno Mars, Kelly Clarkson, Stuff like that. So feel free to email me with ideas, comment bellow, or shout it out in the chat. :) 

Music affects our moods. Sometimes we just aww at a song, maybe dance to it cause you know....that beat tho! XD Maybe you feel like crying. Many times for these is because we connect with the song. 

For my birthday last month my boyfriend made/sang a song to me and oh my goodness. I had  the biggest smile on my face, I learned the lyrics the next day. The song made me feel more loved/special. And it was the cutest thing possible. A song I may listen to when I am on my bed is maybe alway be my baby by Mariah Carey. 

  I want to know songs that affect your mood and why you think that. Thats pretty much all I have today. I'll be writing more later on today so come back to check it out!

Weekly update!

For this upcoming week I will write a post each day. Feel free to email me questions( Melartgirl12@gmail.com ), or comment them, if you want even send them to my google plus(https://plus.google.com/u/0/115556614... ), or my twitter(https://twitter.com/melartgirl12?cn=c... )! I will answer any of them you ask! :) I will be changing the music as well some will be taken out some may be added so it's time for some request! I am making ever social thing I can to be in contact with you all! I am not so fond of Facebook, but how about you guys tell me if I should make one or not. My email for this blog will soon be made as well. If you want any shout outs for anything please tell me and I can make them happen. I will be happy to advertise any drawings, videos, recordings ETC. I love to see all of your talents. As always tell me what you want to see in the future for this blog. If you have a blog let me know! I will share it to everyone I know! And advertise it her. Also I would become a follower of it ASAP. If you ever want advise just ask me. I am here for you always! 

Thanks for all your support! 

 

Gaming.

If you don't know I am a MAJOR gamer. Persona, bio-shock, world of Warcraft, borderland, dead rising etc. I PLAY THEM ALL!!!

I am the type of gamer that I have my comfy chair, big head phones you know what I mean? I also yell....like a lot, and I talk a lot. So let's say if I am about to die it goes something like this.

"Dont you dare freaken die. I SWEAR IF YOU FU..."
*Dies* 

*Curses* "This charecter is a idiot. Im not even gonna play any more. *throws remote* Peace of crap"  <5 minutes later>
"I WILL TRY THIS ONE MORE TIME" <Tries 50 more times>


During PVP you should be afraid of me you see the quiet looking girl in my profile...that turns into something else. You will be afraid of me. At  the moment I am not playing anything do to school. Any suggestions on the next game I should play? Comment them below. Hopefully in the future I can get Xbox live and play with all you dreamers. If you play World of Warcreft add me! I am a lvl 90 druid, night elf on Arthas names Tuntin. I have a Paladin also on Sageras human named Melaniee ;) I would love to play with you all. 

 
 

Life as a Floridian appearance!

Me and Mel decided that we would write on each others blog today,and I thought I knew what I was going to write about but I signed in and looked at the screen like O-O. Please let words appear on this screen. But it's not that easy. Writing takes work and a lot of effort. Sometimes you get writers block and can't write for days at a time. Other days words flow through the paper like water in a river. But when ever you feel like you can't write,find a place that calms you,and just sit there for a while. The best place it somewhere no one can bother you. Someplace where it's just you, the pencil, the paper, and your will to write. In the beginning nothing is going to be easy (there are some people that are exceptions. there is the rare person who has been able to write like a boss their whole lives. And if your one of those people,good for you.) in the start your going to mess up,your going to have stories you don't want to finish because in your eyes they suck. But if you don't write,all those stories are lost. The untold tales of adventure and romance is lost forever,Just because you gave up. So,the moral of this story is NEVER GIVE UP!! If you enjoy writing,keep at it. You can email me or Mel your stories and we can post them on here. Bye for now xD