I'm Back.

I am back, but today is going to be a serious post...It's just how i feel. 

Someone has recently asked me: If you could get some of your memories erased would you do it? 

I thought of it and the first thing I wanted to say was yes. All those memories that 'cause me pain, and doubt. They can be gone. I wouldn't have to deal with heart braking. But than I thought, Shouldn't every memory be cherished? They all lead to your next step in life. Even though there crappy they lead to something happy. Especially when you learn from your mistake. It just teaches you to be better. 

I will admit. I am imperfect. I stumble and fall, making mad choices I shouldn't. I lie sometimes. But...doesn't everyone. I think it just shows that I am human. When I think back to the choices I make like saying yes to my first boyfriend, or not cleaning my room. From the most biggest thing to the last. They will all affect me, and at the end it will be worth it. 

At the moment I am stuck in between a really hard decision. The whole time I have been looking for an answer I thought: If only I could forget this all. If it can just all disappear. Wouldn't that be easier. No hard choices. Though I know now. That forgetting it all would be even harder. For it all to be gone. I don't want that to happen. Cause every single memory makes me smile. It brings happiness. I know what I have to do is the right choice. And I know that I will never forget.