Today has not been the best day for me. I am not gonna get personal, but everyone just has a crappy day. I guess it was my turn to have one.I have been sad and mad. I have cried and punched the walls, but than I remembered the inspiration I gave yesterday. "Live everyday like its your birthday" I failed that quote today. I guess it's weird to say, but I am sorry. If i give you advice I should follow it. So here is some new advice. Live everyday like its your birthday YET with low expectations. And dont hold on to something so much. Maybe you wanted a Xbox for your birthday, but you where given a gift card. Instead of being mad about it be happy that you got something go spend that money and get something you wanted even if you didn't know it. I held on something to much and just fell on my ass at the end. But it was the right thing to do no matter how hurt I am. 'Cause my expectations where hoping for something else, even if it was stupid to believe.
Though I am hurt I have an amazing friend to help me through it. I guess my point is live your day like its your birthday, and if it dosnt go as planned just talk/hang out with a friend cause at the end they can just change your emotion. Lemme be honest im still mad/sad, but that friend of mine (you know who you are ghetto teddy ;P :) ) listened to me complain and whine like a little girl, and im sure i was annoying, but the whole time that friend just made me smile and laugh. And it helped cause all the darkness in my crappy day found some light.
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