WOOOOOOOOOOO

New music will be put today! Still taking suggestions! Make sure to send them in! It's time to give this blog a pop! I will be doing another challenge soon as well. I will be also doing stuff with friends. Such as letting them write on the blog, and answer questions together. If you would like to participate on stuff like that lemme know. I will get to you ASAP! Most likely I will be doing another post today. 

Cya all soon :D 

Forgivness and DAILY UPDATE!

I think one of the hardest things to ever say is: I am sorry.  And: I forgive you.

It's silly to think 'cause it's a word that is daily used, but when you say I am sorry are you saying it just so the person wont be mad at you and just for thing to go back to normal, OR are you saying it with meaning? Many times I had a fight with my friend and will say sorry just so we cant talk, even though I felt like I was right for whatever we were fighting for. Though if I hurt someone I absolutely love and need them to be with me, my sorry is very meaningful, it shows that I care for the person  and that I really do need them to forgive me. 

Sometimes a simple sorry dosn't work. But if you really are sorry for whatever it is. Actually think about it. What are you sorry for? and why. At one point the words will spill out releasing true emotion and meaning. 

UPDATE!

So I am making a total new playlist! Woooooooo! I am getting a lot of diffrent songs. Hopefully it will be up soon. I will be getting to some happier post to. Sorry they have been gloomy, I am just not doing so great emotion wise. So tell me something Happy and Fun you want to see! You know where to reach me email, google hangout, the comments, twitter, and the shout box. :D I will try to be my happiest for you all! Hahah. I am writing a story that I will soon release a chapter a week. Maybe every Wednesday. Tell me if you want to see that! I want to thank Zach to! He has been helping me so much on my blog. Something I appreciates so much!!!!!! And I want to than Harrison, Nadia, and Cheyenne. You have been helping me a lot to. I love you guys!!!!!!!!!! 

I hope you all have a blessed day!! Don't forget to smile.

I'm Back.

I am back, but today is going to be a serious post...It's just how i feel. 

Someone has recently asked me: If you could get some of your memories erased would you do it? 

I thought of it and the first thing I wanted to say was yes. All those memories that 'cause me pain, and doubt. They can be gone. I wouldn't have to deal with heart braking. But than I thought, Shouldn't every memory be cherished? They all lead to your next step in life. Even though there crappy they lead to something happy. Especially when you learn from your mistake. It just teaches you to be better. 

I will admit. I am imperfect. I stumble and fall, making mad choices I shouldn't. I lie sometimes. But...doesn't everyone. I think it just shows that I am human. When I think back to the choices I make like saying yes to my first boyfriend, or not cleaning my room. From the most biggest thing to the last. They will all affect me, and at the end it will be worth it. 

At the moment I am stuck in between a really hard decision. The whole time I have been looking for an answer I thought: If only I could forget this all. If it can just all disappear. Wouldn't that be easier. No hard choices. Though I know now. That forgetting it all would be even harder. For it all to be gone. I don't want that to happen. Cause every single memory makes me smile. It brings happiness. I know what I have to do is the right choice. And I know that I will never forget.